When does your heart stop crying (revised)

When does your heart stop crying?
The tears come from in the depths of my soul
to long for something that you want most of all.

You see it around you.
In friends, in family but when does your heart stop crying and it becomes a reality.

I don’t want to wipe another tear or have a sad thought.
I want what it seems others have.
The joy, the fulfillment of my God given man.

God gives us the desire, desires of our heart.
Well my heart, mind, and soul all want that God given man.

I try to deny my thoughts. That slight pain so it won’t overtake me but each day is a battle when those you are with turn out to be no good.
The face may change but the story seems to stay the same.
Girl meets guy and it seems alright but after awhile you see that he isn’t the God given man for me.

When does my heart stop crying and the tears fade away?

I know God is preparing me so until then I must give Him praise and wait.
Yes I must wait patiently for it is He who must find me.
Soon my heart will cry tears of joy and that brings peace to my soul.
For in time I cry no more.

Raquel Glover